So! No one uses Xanga anymore exept a select few of you...and I have no idea why! HAHA However For the few of you that do...I am bored and so I will go ahead and give my update.

Since the last time I have written, I have gone off to the army, Graduated from basic and AIT with flying colors, met my now husband of a year and a half while in AIT, Got married  to Rich Watson so yes it is Lindsay Watson now. lived in Texas, Lived in Maryland while he was stationed at Fort Meade, switched to active duty and are both stationed here in Landstuhl Germany! Yes I said Germany! No there are no children only two spoiled rotten dogs (immageon that) and that is the way I plan for it to be for a LONG time.

I still speak to most of the lovely ppl that I have written about in my xanga days, Andy is Also in the military, he finally went off to the Air Force, and Married Dave Gage's well known EX. He was deployed to Iraq and has recently made it home for the birth of their littly boy. Zack is the same goofball that he has always been, if your from Newark you have probably seen his name in the paper, he has Graduated from college and has some kind of decent job. He is dating a girl, seems nice, things are going well for him. JC is good. Has a decent job and has moved in with his girlfriend, a very nice girl. They're not engaged yet to my knolege but I am sure it's arround the corner. Marty HAHA well, for all of you that warned me about him a long time ago...as most of you know he was caught in a sex sting trying to meet up with a 13 year old...yes I said 13! and he is 31. He now works at Chipolet and is not in jail...I don't know if he ever will be...but he should! Kyle that boy is probably stripping in a gay bar in Las Vegas strong out on Cocaine for all I know, and care to know. Neal I havn't talked to him in a while but since my last entry he moved out, got a new truck, GOT MARRIED haha and GOT DIVORCED haha!! to the girl that is an uglier version of myself lol. but hey ppl make mistakes. lol. I think he is dating someone again, hard to tell. and he lives ona  farm next to his parents last time I checked. His brother Nathaniel is loving the Air Force, and who the hell knows what his step sister is up to.

So as you can see I am very happy to have gotten my ass out of Newark Ohio where there is NOTHING for anyone who ever wants to be anyhing in life! (no offence to my friends) but there simply isn't! and if you think different be my guest to compare your life to mine, and all I did was make that one little simple choice to get the hell out! However I do miss my friends! Ky and Kalia are doing well, Kali is growing like a weed! and Ky and Aaron are no longer together. Allison is Engaged to Jarrod Callander (loser) sorry I couldn't be home to stop that one! However there is a good outcome to that story because if it wasn't for him thenI wouldn't have my other niece Julianna Lynn Callander born on July 11th 2008!! aand Soooooo cute!!!

Well thats all for now, hope ya'll are doing well, I know I am!

OK well I moved out of Neals. He feels like with all the stress that he is an ass hole and with me living there he takes it out on me b/c I'm the closest person to him, he's afraid he's going to push me away....at least thats what he says. We'll see tho I guess. I miss him already! It's so wierd to see someone every day and then not see them at all, you like don't know what to do. I dunno I just hope this all works out for the better. We were s happy before all this happened with Stephen and now he's all depressed and it's really effecting our relationship, and the fact that he si on workers comp for pulling a muscle and so he can't work and has to sit arround the house dosn't help at all.His mom said that she thinks that maybe he's affraid that he's gunna get hurt when I leave, I just seriously hope that he dosn't feel like that because I when I promised him that I wouldn't hurt him I ment that! That boy is the world to me, I couldn't ask for a better boyfriend! I just don't want him to throw everything awaybecause he's scared....So I suppose we'll see what happens but I really want to leave here on a good note, preferably with Neal to come home to.

Miss you lots!!

Lindsay Elizabeth

Ok so yet again I find myself sitting arround the house without Neal. This time he went to a cookout at Stephen's parents. Which was fine but they were gunna drink. However he was gunna wait until I got off work pick me up and then I could be the DD so that we could come home tonight. Unfortionately in the corse of  a half hour he just couldn't take it ne more and had to drink.

SPECIAL THANKS TO NEAL!

Not ya wasn't that sweet. Whats next? God only knows. I care about that kid so much I dunno whats gotten into him. I mean I know that he is depresed and stuff still but that is no excuse! Ontop of that he was soposed to go to church with me tomarrow and we can see that thats not going to happen!!! But I talked to his mom and she dosn't thik that he did it on purpose, so I suppose we'll see. I try sohard not to get mad at him and understand what he's going through but sometimes he just takes things a little to far.

So ne way, we'll see but im going to take smokey and go to bed by ourselves.

!!Neal your the best!!